mixture of feelings~

huhu..
bnyk nye bende yg berlaku dlm satu hari..
or am i just being too sensitive?
hmm..
tol gak kan..
maybe ade elemen2 terlampau sensitif beberapa ari ni..
yup!sy yakin dgn itu..
hehe..tibe2 cm da lega..
da dpt jwpn dr persoalan title di atas...=)

what are those feelings?
sad?
lonely?
missing home?
sensitif?aka terase?
etc2..

one thing that i learnt today,
stop thinking about others,
start thinking of yourself..

my decision always affected by other's..
if i wanna eat something,i'll think whether my friends like it or not,so we can eat together..

if i wanna take part in something,i'll think if my friend has the possibility to join it or not...so,we can join together..

if i wanna do something,i'll think about them first..so,we can do together..

etc2..

but at the end,im the one who didnt get what i want..

that's why it's hard for me to make decision,it's all becoz im thinking about others..
actually,i dont exactly noe what i want.i just want others to be happy and get what they want..it's enuf fo me..

but today,i just realized..
why?is something happen?
erm..yea.maybe..

it's tyme to stop thinking only about togetherness..
yes.still,there are things that is all about being together...
but there are a lot of things that u can just do it on ur own..
be cofident in urself..just do it..

but to what extent do i need to stop thinking bout others?
i dont want to be selfish..
that's really not me..

hmm..
*still trying to get to noe who is me,myself and i*

one thing that im really sure,i will always think about my family,my family and my family without any regrets..bcoz they are everything to me..
thats the true me..=)
~