Thursday, May 5, 2011

special

weird or special?

as a muslim, and in my case, a young shy muslim girl, studying in 'religious' dublin and now just getting into clinical phase and will be walking around  few hospitals, meeting a lot of people and of course u will feel people always always always looking at u with a weird stare.

*ok. now i feel like im a weirdo because of that someone looking at me wearing a colourful 'thing' covering my head. *

 if u think that way, YES U DEFINITELY A WEIRDO!

BUT if u think u r special, u will feel proud.

people always asking, what is that on your head? and u can hear a few harsh words from them. ok never mind. let them be.

but still, there are few people that really like it. like today, i met a patient and he asked,

'are u a muslim?'
"yes.." with a smile
'owh. i thought u will never talk to me.. because im a man'
"owh no! i will talk to anyone.." with smile again.
'im glad u talk to me, and u smiling and u are really down to earth bla bla bla...'
*smiling faceeeee*
 owh yes. im always smiling, i dont know whyyyy, cant stop smiling while walking and few random people asked, 'is that smile for me? thats lovely!' and the whole corridor can hear it. fine fine. but see, they notice u and they love how u dress.

there was another lady i met in a shop, she said, "i love seeing girls wearing scarf. it's lovely, young girls wearing scarf have beautiful faces and i might wear it on the street someday" ............bla bla bla...

seee!! these are the people that make me feel special.

it's not easy to be different from other people. u can be a weirdo or special. u choose what u want.

and for me, i was once thought that i was a weirdo but now i choose to be special.

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